We are approaching the 10 year anniversary of an impactful event for many of us. I have been reflecting on it quite a bit as of late, and I assume others are. How are ya'll doing?
I've struggled with some PTSD issues related to it for the last decade. Nothing major, just some weird displaced reactions and minor vertigo when near cliffs with friends and a bit of anxiety centered around expecting bad things to happen. Took me 4 years or so and several conversations with people with PTSD experience to connect all the dots, but when I did, it became easier to quiet.
The last year and a half have been difficult for everyone, I see the effects of 9/16/11 in my reactions to the every day awfulness we are facing. It's real. I think that is probably the biggest conclusion I have come to in these reflections.
That **** changed me. I didnt think it did for a long time. But it did, and understanding that makes it easier to not allow it to have a negative affect.
Anyway, not a lot of people out there we can talk to about this that truly understand everything that was lost that day. Thanks for listening.
I've struggled with some PTSD issues related to it for the last decade. Nothing major, just some weird displaced reactions and minor vertigo when near cliffs with friends and a bit of anxiety centered around expecting bad things to happen. Took me 4 years or so and several conversations with people with PTSD experience to connect all the dots, but when I did, it became easier to quiet.
The last year and a half have been difficult for everyone, I see the effects of 9/16/11 in my reactions to the every day awfulness we are facing. It's real. I think that is probably the biggest conclusion I have come to in these reflections.
That **** changed me. I didnt think it did for a long time. But it did, and understanding that makes it easier to not allow it to have a negative affect.
Anyway, not a lot of people out there we can talk to about this that truly understand everything that was lost that day. Thanks for listening.
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